trying to turn one's life around, what the fuck has "i" become, where am i? clearly lost it in me sometime long ago. still hidden in there, before the loss and the emptiness, the high and the low. i have to find it and claim it back before it rots, decays and ends in smoke.
I like the way she looks like she's been on it for a couple of days and just thought "fuck it let's take some photos". tobaccoandleather.blogspot.com ucameoutofastrobe.blogspot.com thefashionspot.com
And I know what I'd like to do, take him down and make him fall And i know how I'd like to roll, my my ugly boy -i'm so glad they're back. and god they're cool.-
(russian) upset or pain, anguish, distress. the adjective toskliviy is translated as "dismal", "dreary".
“No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. At less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. In particular cases it may be the desire for somebody of something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. At the lowest level it grades into ennui, boredom.” -V. Nabokov
november, you little bitch. these days linger and time flutters around and everything is so insignificant and chaotic. i wanna fucking forget it. this week, what a week. what a mess. i dont care if mondays black, tuesday, wednesday - heart attack, thursday, never looking back- its friday, im in love.